Well a lot has transpired over the course of the month.....and as I promised I would update.....

I got a job with Mapas and Assoc. The job didn't pan out. I didn't wanna dissapoint my buddy Mike or make him look bad or cause him trouble in any way, but I just couldn't continue. I haven't seen Mike nearly as much as i'd like to this summer but I guess he's just busy. The people there were really cool especially Rick. He's probably one of the coolest guys i've met. Jake's still there and he seems to be doing well so good for him. Now I need a new job preferably one that doesn't deal with people.

To most of my friends dismay, Kelly and I are together again. I know my friends are looking out for me which I appreciate hardcore which is why I try to hold my tongue about everything cause I don't wanna alienate them even though their advice might be best but i've always done things my way and if things don't pan out it's me to blame. I am lucky and grateful to have these people watching out for my well being but you guys should know by now i'm gonna do what i'm gonna do and all I ask from you is to be supportive of my decision because i'm happy in a way i've never known. Thanks for watching my back.

I was at court on Wednesday for a solicitation charge, yeah that's right I got caught prostituting myself on a street corner.....

Actually it for going door to door trying to sign people up for a drawing, apparently u can't solicate without a liscense in Brookpark or is it Brooklyn Heights, whatever its not important, but anyway the cases got dismissed and nothing is on my record, that was gay but everything turned out well.

I've been playing soccer at the Rocky River Rec Center with a few of my friends, I have one more game to play on monday at 8:40pm. If u can read this you are welcome to come.

Right now I can't really think of anything else.

Random Sizzle Thought:
Seek me, call me
I'll be waiting

This distance, this dissolution
I cling to memories while falling
Sleep brings release, and the hope of a new day
Waking the misery of being without you.

Surrender, I give in
Another moment is another eternity

You know me, you know me all too well
My only desire - to bridge our division

In sorrow I speak your name
And my voice mirrors, mirrors my torment

(Seek me) For comfort, (Call me) For solace
(I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart
(Seek me) Completion, (Call me) I'll be waiting
(I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart

Am I breathing?
My strength fails me
Your picture, a bitter memory

For comfort, for solace

Sizzle In.